Because I love you too much
God I want to trust you, I want to be so close to you... Why is it so hard? Why I feel a part of doesn't want to throw away some things of my life? I want to offer you devotion but it is so hard because I feel I'm not at the head of myself... But then, who is? Help me Lord to be free!
Edit: All your tomorrows are in God's hands why than would I fear! I'm getting free more and more each days! I love you Lord! I know these months are going to be great for both of us! And I don't care about my future because yours is much better for me :D